Monday, November 27, 2006;
You've got to learn to lie to make everyone happy;& you're going to have to cry to make it on your own.Sometimes I wish I was pretty,it'd make things so much easier to bear.Being ugly gets you nowhere. Like me.No one cares 'cause you're ugly, and you're not like your friends who are all oh-so-pretty & glam.Beautiful disaster?Try being an ugly disaster that no one bothers about for a day then we'll talk.For a very long time, I wish I was thin.I hate being the fattest and heaviest among my friends.Do you have any idea how inferior I feel?It's always me that can't be compared to others,never the other way round. You hate me 'cause I'm fat & ugly.I hate myself more than you can imagine 'cause I live with it.Every single day of my life.Being inferior is my forte, so is being fat and ugly. Being pretty and thin would be a miracle that would never happen to me.
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